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But despite the difficulty, Bethany did admit that she felt empathy for her ex husband.<\/span><\/p>\n “It’s so sad because he\u2014like the poor guy never had a shot,” she shared. “[He] was raised by this narcissist. He’s thrust into a marriage with a girl that’s not right for him. He’s doing the best that he can.”<\/span><\/p>\n She added, “It was just a mess all around.”<\/span><\/p>\n And while Bethany reiterated that it was the wrong marriage for both of them, she did add it was hard to think so negatively about it, “because I have an amazing daughter, and so, is anything wrong?”<\/span><\/p>\n The\u00a0<\/span>Dexter<\/span><\/em>\u00a0alum also detailed her life with the\u00a0group in her upcoming memoir\u00a0<\/span>Dinner for Vampires: Life on a Cult TV Show (While Also in an Actual Cult)<\/span><\/em><\/a>, where she describes\u00a0<\/span>how she ended up joining in the first place<\/span><\/a>.<\/span><\/p>\n “I had always been looking for a place to belong,” she told\u00a0<\/span>People<\/span><\/em><\/a>. “It still looked normal and then it just morphed. But by the time it started morphing, I was too far into the relationships to notice.”<\/span><\/p>\n However, about 10 years after joining, she found that something was off about the community and realized she needed to get out.<\/span><\/p>\n “The stakes were so high,” she said. “They were my only friends. I was married into this group. I had built my entire life around it. If I admitted that I was wrong\u2014everything else would come crumbling down.”<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n