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Stassi Schroeder Sets Return to Reality Television With Vanderpump Villa Season 2<\/p>\n
Content warning: This story discusses self-harm and suicidal ideation.\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Stassi Schroeder<\/a><\/strong> is opening up on how her dark past is affecting her future.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n The Vanderpump Rules<\/a><\/em> alum recently opened up on how her 3-year-old daughter Hartford<\/a><\/strong>\u2014whom she shares with husband Beau Clark<\/a><\/strong>\u2014reacts to seeing self-harm scars on her body.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cWhen I look at myself naked, Hartford will see a little line, and she\u2019ll be like, \u2018Mommy, ouchie,\u2019\u201d Schroeder explained to Bustle<\/a><\/em> in an interview published Sept. 5. \u201cI\u2019m like, \u2018Oh, God, that feels dirty. How will I ever explain to her that this was something that I chose?\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n Still, the 36-year-old\u2014who is also mom to 12-month-old son Messer<\/a><\/strong>\u2014detailed why she was committing to being open about the sensitive topic.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cIt just feels like it\u2019s been a secret, and I don\u2019t like secrets,\u201d she continued. \u201cI think that’s part of maybe why I do what I do\u2014podcasts, just living out loud. Because there is this feeling of: \u2018I\u2019m free. Everyone knows my s–t. I don\u2019t have to hide anything.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n